Dissapointed again

My mood is just like the title that I wrote.

7months+ how many times I had been dissapointed?

Uncountable. I think you knew that.

I hope today will never come, even i hope i won't wake up anymore.

My heart is not made by metal,

my heart is just a piece of design,

once there is mistake, it spoilt the design.

And once the mistake is continuous again and again,

the design is no longer needed.

That's all.

Nothing much to say about it.

I just can say that,

if...

1 day I leave you,

it is not the reason that I don't love you anymore,

It is the reason that I love you too much.

U should know that.