Surprises

Yesterday, Friday,

Actually i gotta be free for whole day, and going for class party at night..

But, in a sudden,

everything changed.

As normal, every morning i wake up and had my breakfast,

then i maybe online, watch movie, reading or anything else.

In additional, I'm also waiting my dear to msg me.

For yesterday, 10 something when I'm watching movie.

My dear msg me, she going to reach her work place, then she ask what am I doing.

Okay, just as normal, nothing special, so I answered her.

After the msg, suddenly, someone knock my house door,

Then I just ignore it, because I'm thinking it maybe promoter or something else.

Second, knock knock knock,

Don't care.

Third, knock knock knock,

Haiz, just go open the door and see what is going on.

Once, I opened the door.

Omg, Is my dear.

She OFF today.

She didn't told me that, and she can even kept the secret for a week,

because of she want to plan a surprise for me.

Ya, dear, It is Successful.

I'm really surprise.

I had made a choice that I think I'm not able to join the class party.

Because of my dear.

She did alots for me. I can't leave her alone.

When we are chating in the room,

She suddenly took out a box of Ferrero Rocher for me.

One of my favourite chocolate.

Omg, second surprise!

And even below every ferrero, it had a text paper which writen what she going to tell me.

Our promises, Our love, Our story.

In additional, I cried when I saw all the text paper.

It is really touching me.

Then we take a shower and we are going to Pavilion for a movie - 2012.

My car park at Sungai Wang.

It is raining right now, but not that heavy.

My dear insisted that we want to go Pavilion no matter there is raining.

She said she really want to acompany me to watch 2012.

Somemore before this, we had 2months never went for a movie.

So, okay, go Pavilion!

Once we reached Pavilion, then straight away we go to cinema.

Once I saw the ticket counter....

What the fuck. The "Q" is so long.

When is my turn o..........?

Suddenly, my dear take out 2 movie tickets from her wallet.

Which is the movie 2012 going to on show in 5minits later.

Omg, the third surprise!

She told me that she had bought the ticket few days ago.

After the movie,

we had our dinner at Pepper Lunch.

Not bad. Quite tasty!

After dinner, we went for shopping

and take photo around with the christmas display.

Both of us inside the red jingle ball..XD

Goodbye lu... Such a long time we never went for shopping and movie together.

Dear, thanks for what you had plan for me.

What you had did for me.

I appreciated and I love you.

T-shirt Design for My Dear

Once the semester break start,

then I went to Gardens art friend to buy materials for making silkscreen.

With the limited condition in my house,

I had use the knowledge of doing the silkscreen in printroom,

apply same condition for my house and the same procedure for silkscreen.

I had success! XD

*The design is copyrighted*

 This is the 8th month gift for my dear.

The design is the only one in the world,

and the T-shirt is just the only two pieces in the world.

One for you and one for me.

 It is just like you are the only one in my heart,

and I'm also the only one in your heart.

Realized

Yesterday night,

Your tears was uncontrollable,

Because of me,

I'm Sorry..

What I can do is,

with my hand, I will wipe your tears.

And every words you spoke to me,

I will never forget.

U said, I had change.

I seems not that love you anymore.

You spoke to me.

You: Last time, when I'm not feeling well, you will come and find me, care about me.

But now, you didn't.

You: Last time, you like me to hug you always.

But now, you seems don't care.

You: Last time, when I bought you a little things, no matter what, you will be very happy.

But now, you seems no feeling at all.

You: Last time, you bought me something, you will never give it to me like this. You will kiss me and make some surprise, then only you give me the things you bought for me.

But now, you just give as normal.

You: I really think that, why am I still sleeping beside you?

I: Because you love me.

What I can say is

"I love you too."

If there is reason, I won't explain,

because I don't want the reason to be my excuses.

I won't say sorry, because I know that sorry is not what you want.

And, everyone should know that

"Sorry doesn't mean anything."

You care about me,

You care about us,

even a tiny part of our life.

With your heart, you really care more about what I care.

I know that I love you so much,

But from yesterday onwards,

I realized that I'm wrong.

You are only the one who love me more than I love you.

I appreciated you.

A day

Hmm.. Today I went to Genting alone..

This is the first time I went there alone.

It can consider one of my experience too..

Went to... enjoy the natural cold wind and the fresh air.

Went to... leave myself alone.

Went to... "fresh" my mind.

And...

 Went to.... Quite myself, my brain and whatever.

 Once I reached Genting, I bought my favourite cookies,

Famous Amos Chocolate Chips No Nut.

Next, Of course. STARBUCKS lah, my favourite cafe.

I went to the Starbucks at Highlands Hotel.

One of the Starbucks that I prefer alots, espeacially when it is night..
Sumore now having the decoration of Christmas..
One of the most prefer festival for Me..

I had my favourite bread, Chicken Onion roll,

and of course one of my favourite drinks - Toffee Nut Latte.

Enjoy all my favourites.

This is the drinks that every christmas season will only release.

So, every year after the christmas, I have to wait for 1year, then I only can drinks again.

Omg!

So enjoyable hor.. But..

In additional, I'm oso doing my final perspective - Bungalow at starbucks. ==

Some more,

Unfortunately, I think I left my dearest putty eraser at Student Lounge 2,

So that, I cant finish the final at genting. I need to come back and do the final touch up. Isshh..

囚鸟

after the drama class, most of us had in love with this song.

I'm also one of them.

and when the time we rushing our perspective,

this song is repeat repeat and repeat around student lounge 2,

seems like doing the perspective is so "suffering".

Dissapointed again

My mood is just like the title that I wrote.

7months+ how many times I had been dissapointed?

Uncountable. I think you knew that.

I hope today will never come, even i hope i won't wake up anymore.

My heart is not made by metal,

my heart is just a piece of design,

once there is mistake, it spoilt the design.

And once the mistake is continuous again and again,

the design is no longer needed.

That's all.

Nothing much to say about it.

I just can say that,

if...

1 day I leave you,

it is not the reason that I don't love you anymore,

It is the reason that I love you too much.

U should know that.

For you

For you, my dear.

7months+ we gone through ups and downs. Love is just another tough journey for me.

The story between us is just an "accident"

2years before I accompany my friend to interview. Not me.

But, the company needs vacancy. They did interview me.

Unexpected, they arranged me to work with you at the same shop.

I knew you, since we were working in the same company. We were workmates.

After I left the company, we were still friends and sometimes we will meet around your working area.

Time past, 1year later, still the same.

After this, we didn't meet for few months.

But, when the day we meet again, you looked into my eyes

and everything is out of my control, out of my expect.

At last, everything is just out of our action.

U and Me never expect that we will be couple.

U and Me never expect that we will loving each other. And...

U and Me never expect that we can't live without each other.

Today, I asked.

If 1 day, you can't wake me up, what are you going to do?

You: Push you, push until you wake up.

I: How is it if still won't wake up?

You: Don't care. I will slap you, slap until you wake up.

I: Still won't wake up?

You: I will call ambulance.

I: If call the ambulance also useless? I am just no longer alive.

You: If really like that, I will eat sleeping pil.

I: Why?

You: Because you also don't want to wake up.

At this moment, I understood what the sleeping pill means.

You want to go with me if I am no longer alive.

Dear,

I know you love me.

But, promise me, if I'm really no longer alive,

Your life must still stay meaningful.

You have to be tough if there is no more shoulder for you to rely.

You must not cry if there is no more hands to wipe your tears.

You need to be brave if there is no more foot to drive the mouse and cockroach away.

You must be able to face the dark if there is no more arm for you to hold.

You must eat your meal regularly if there is no more voice to remind you.

You must remember to sleep early if there is no more waist for you to hug.

And..

You must still be happy if there is no more ME to make you laugh.

College life

Throughout this year,

drawing,

sketching,

reserch,

typing,

reading,

computer-ING,

presentation,

project,

assignments,

drama,

all is a big part of my life.

One more week to go, it's gonna be one year that I studying design in TOA.

What I can say is, I really learned a lots of things and I'd really happy with it.

I respect myself that I didn't give up at the half-way since the journey is tough and stressful.

Although it is a tough journey to go on, but I'd promise myself I will try my best to success.

I love my mum.

Because, once she saw I'm stress and always mess up with the assignments and project, she will ask me to give up studying design and study others easier subject which have less assigments to do.

I love her. Not because she ask me to give up. I love her, is because she is not willing to see me suffer and stress. I know you care about me.

But I will not give up, and I will prove to you, all my hardwork and my successful is what I want for you. I want you to be proud that you have such a daughter and you are the most happiness mother in the my world.

Starting of my Blog

Finally, I had created a Blog since someone ask me that why don't I own a blog.

Hmm.. The reason that I can give......

Firstly, no time. I just have 24hours per day, not enough!

Secondly, lazy.

Thirdly, dono why, not that interested.

and blablabla..

okey, enough for that since I had created it.